Sometimes body modification is just a way of telling yourself “this is still my house, I paint the walls and and I hang the art because I’m the one who owns it”
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
stay away from people who make you feel like you are hard to love
I haven’t felt lonely in Seattle until tonight. I wish I could sincerely care and like someone. Not even to “love” someone but instead someone fun to be around. That wants to do crazy thing with me and just have fun. Id be completely for that.